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yesterday i attended the yunhap annual christmas party where pastor Ben told me he reads this blog ^^ so this one's about church

Walking into the christmas party in my ugly sea-urchin pompom sweater was quite nerve wracking haha. Going to school out of state immensely cripples u're ability to fellowship with people and get to know them. It also doesn't help that new people r joining our church fam every week >.< but anyway, it was super awkward the first like half hour while we were eating. I felt left out and like i didn't belong, and self conscious cuz of my ugly sweater. They did they're own thing, while i did mine. Then, one of the other out-of-staters started talking to me, then somehow we got merged into the group convo and soon the group wasn't a mob, it was each individual person, a face, a smile.

I think that's one of the wonderful traits of yunhap em. If you are outgoing, there are other outgoing people, if you enjoy being a bystander, there are other bystanders to keep you company, there are cliques, there r floaters, but one thing we don't have: outcasts. ^^