M.A.N. was so fun! It was awesome to serve the men of our church fam in love ^^ and it was hella fun doing it haha
Dedications was probably the most heart-warming and beautiful part of the whole night. It was a short period of time where you could actually see the love shared between two people. I saw so much love, that i felt lonely. I am sure all you single ladies know what i'm talking about. Other sisters dedicating their boyfriends and husbands. It was like watching a really really good romantic chick flick! As much as it is good, it just makes u want u're other half that much more.
I know most, if not all, tend to look at themselves and blame themselves for being single. I do it all the time. But what I TRY to do is redo my thinking. I try to think of how God's timing is perfect. God knows what he's doing. Maybe it's not the right time. Maybe He doesn't think I'm ready.
Which got me to think.. instead of just looking for flaws in my physical appearance or personality and doing absolutely nothing about it, maybe I should b spending this time to improve who I am. Maybe, indeed.. i am not ready. I'm so gungho and all excited about marriage, but I don't know how to cook anything besides ramen, curry, pancakes, and fried egg. yupp, and that's not gunna keep a hubby happy.
This year I am challenging myself to improve me for my future man by learning to cook other things, to sacrifice my time for other people, and to become more physically fit. (new years resolution! possibly a life-time resolution) Pretty much become better wife-material ;)
I challenge all u other single ladies to do the same.
